Tuesday, May 20, 2014

a(MAY)zing week 3

1305
FC girls date (except for poor tiff who's in Indo rn), time flies, sasa is back in Sin and schl has already started for her. We looked for good cafes in the west and we found W39. Price was reasonable and food was vv good. First time trying Confit of Duck Leg and omg i love it so much. The place was painted in happy colours yellow and blue and the decorations were creative and beautiful. Good place to hang out yea. Bumped into MR TAN BOON HIAN and had a short chat with him. He still looked so young and stylo haha. Wq talked about opening a FC company cos we've got lawyer architect businessman doctor dentist etc etc "everyone's gonna be so successful" Can't wait to see what will everyone be doing in 10 years time... Talked about relationships and wq tot sasa and yx were a couple hahah always enjoyed my time with them :-) And loving sasa's natural purple hair omg. Dinner with family n yiran at my fav korean bbq place @holland v :) Yiran is so sweet she even bought me a belated birthday present thank u 妹子.

1505
Family shopping day in squares :-)

Love spending time with my family, be it shopping, eating or just chilling at a cafe. Mama and i shop together about once per week and it's a day that i always look forward to. 母女bonding time~ I may get v busy after going to uni but i hope i still have time to pei my mama :-)

1605
Nam nam vietnam food for lunch with rol n laoming cos rol loves the vietnam glass noodles there :) Chilled at Podi both of them are crazy desserts people ahha and both love chocolate (one is act one tho cos she cant even finish a coldstone choco icecream on her own). I'm not really a choco lover but i love sharing choco stuffs with them cos it just makes me happy~ I LOVE LOVE the belgium waffles at PODI. Crisp on the outside and chewy on the inside, and together with the scoop of earl grey fig, perfect. Chatted for 5 hours straight with a good view of water fountain. Dinner was at kfc cos i was craving for fried chicken like always hahaha. Fav walk walk and muji food craze and eat until we wanna puke omg. Sweet daddy fetched me at BB so blessed :-) lovely lovely day

Clicked that life-determining button during midnight and at that v moment, the stone was still there. "All you can do is believe that the road you’ve chosen is the right answer, and turn it into the right answer." Yiran stayed over at my house and knowing that it was a very difficult decision for me, she gave me a huge hug and said "welcome to nus". 那一霎那仿佛不再恐惧不再孤独. Thank u senior :') Chatted about hall life and CCAs with her and I'm so thankful that she's so patient and kind and talked to me till late midnight even tho she has flight the next day.  

1705
Watched my fc bbs skate from the top floor and edmund's and shaw's skating styles are just so funny hahhaha. Lunch round 2 with them at Jcube food court. FC surprised me with a strawberry shortcake thank u love u guys no wonder yall were being so weird when i was buying my har gow (yes i know xiajiao in canto). Lepak at sky garden till FO time and trained to Fort canning park to catch junior fc's last event FO1. Memories of our OIABM is still so vivid, all the banner painting days the dance pracs at bpa and pe studio, game trials during weekends, late night suppers, buying blue dresses together etc etc you guys are the ones who grew together with me after organising so many events together. Joining FC is one of the best decisions ever and I won't trade anything for this journey. 

The starting perf of this FO is so stunning and crazily creative. Their dance was done in silhouette behind a white translucent screen. Reminds me of 春晚 where the Hungarian dancers formed various figures during their dance. Definitely want to try out this concept if i have the chance :-) Another memorable perf will be the singing by Rubber Band. Totally hyped up the atmosphere "virgin club experience" feels and it was funny how teome went up the stage to take photo of the audience highing. Short chats w ashley and eunice :) Burger king fatness at midnight with fc afterwards.


1805
Successful surprise party at Bo's. Round 1 with opomou and round 2 with Bo's other friends. Morning ingredients shopping and sandwich making with Jo who is truly truly a pig that eats 24/7 omg. Opomou worked with Bo's intern friends for the round 1 surprise and tada super successful. Matcha ice cream goodness at Bo's place and cute ahma. Then chilled till round 2 setup was ready and pretended that we are leaving but actually we headed towards the function room. Then fairy lights + food for pigs + lovely tiramisu cake by the talented gan + jo just keeps eating. Funny charades and catchup with Klara. Happy birthday BO!!!! The thought of having Bo in NUS biz made NUS feel like home alrdy and i cant wait for the amazing 4 years with her :-) really hope that we can get into Blast together it has been so long since we last danced together. Dinner with parents at Chinatown fav mian place spicy shiokness hot and cold noodles fam time is the best :)

And these few days every now and then there will be doubts and questions from people arnd me. "How did you give up on UCL?" "UCL is really very good leh how did you do it?" A lot of questions that make me think again and again if i made the right decision. Mama inspired me by her words : 世界上好的东西有很多,但不一定每个都要拥有.

Thursday, May 15, 2014

the big 2

I had a super super blessed big 2 celebration that lasted for 3 days? I was once again reminded how lucky n blessed I am. Was a bit lazy to do a blog post, BUT the overwhelming love i received gave me the urge to record down my blessings, so that i could thank the ones who mean so much to me and whom i mean so much to.

The day before
Spent the morning of the last day being 19 by myself, with a cup of coffee bean mocha frappe and 《凯特王妃》. Mum introduced me to this book so that i could get a better understanding of uk and also uk education and hopefully this will help me in making my decisions. I love my mum.

Afternoon and night were spent with my fav twins and laoming. :-) Was early and so i went to walk arnd at plaza sin, was planning to go to the 2 must-go shops in plaza sin (the paper market +daiso), when i was only 30 seconds in the paper market, i saw xm walking in and i totally baoxiaoed. + she was holding a box of bk nuggets which is totally just fated (cos last time we met at jp and "chatted over bk nuggets" as well) i know right just damn qiaoz. Then laoming reached and she wanted to meet me at bk before heading to Cathay to meet the yong twins. TADA SURPRISE laoming came with rol singing happy birthday. They handmade a shirt with daisy flowers forming a heart (painted and stitched) and it's so so so pretty and filled with love and i just 舍不得 wear it :') they came together just to pass me this present they made together, was really really touched. Thank u babes even tho the original plan failed ahaha. BTW the shirt has smell of Rol woots.

Then met yongx and hui at Cathay and hui treated WAAAffles at Create waffles, which was finished within 3 minutes cos my friends are gluttons hahaha. And omg super super cute gifts and pretty pop-up card ahhhh :') Caught Amazing Spiderman 2 afterwards which was pretty aMAYzing. Dinner at this ramen place at b1 Cathay, ramen too pepperish and fake jap eggs... But i won't complain becoz the company was gr8. :-) Funny polaroid taking encounters just like the last time in Bugis+. Thank u bbs for taking your time to celebrate my bday even tho your flight was in a few hours time :')

Trained home, bathed n smilied to myself cos the day was beautiful~~~ thinking that the night will end like that, i was wrong. Suddenly there was creepy knocks on the door 10 min before the clock hits 12. First thought: some weird uncle. Second thought: IT MUST BE YOU GUYS. I saw 4 tired kids with a blueberry cheese cake and 5 pink balloons sitting on the floor after i opened the door. Warmz feelz when i saw my weirdest yet loveliest group of friends. This is our/opomou's first midnight surprise ever and they are the ones who always make an attempt to "surprise" each other on birthdays haha tho failing sometimes. Made our way to playgrnd to light candles and make wishes (i hope they come true pretty pls). THEN SURPRRRIIISSEEE, xuan suddenly popped out hahaha. Told my parents abt this midnight surprise the next day cos they were asleep and mama: i'm too touched i want to cry, baba: these are the friends that you should treasure for life my daughter. Moumous, i'm lucky to have you guys.

The day
Ring ring ring "look down from the window pls". omgggggg i saw my beautifooool best friend with 2 balloons and a huge huge card :') Forever blessed to have this girl in my life. When we meet up we dont have to do much we can just sit down somewhere and chat forever.... We had a mini photoshoot downstairs my house and omg so many funny encounters that made us laugh till we cried. (cute cleaner auntie and umbrella auntie ahahaha). "有些友谊既然开始了,就不会结束。从朋友到好朋友到好姐妹,不用说什么彼此都懂." Your letters always make me cry. These 7 years you never fail to write card to me even tho you are my lazy pig, i still remember you writing letters to me to support me for my dance performances. I have the bestest best friend on earth and i'm proud of that. "I love you because the extent and degree of how much i treasure and value you can never be placed solely into words." I love you too laoming.

Afternoon was spent with my shortie. She planned to treat me Korean fried chicken becoz she totally knows what i love but it was closed from 2:30-5 so we had yumz thai food for lunch :) "Anything tastes fabulous when you eat with someone you love." No worries we will have our Korean fried chicken date one day. Then we had mango 雪花冰 at Ion. Time flies SO DAMN fast when im with Rol, felt that we didn't really do anyth and we were only at the first shop of our walkwalk and 5 hours have past liao?? Ohhhh and i'm still thinking about the super chio tote bag Rol. Thank u bb for the super super pretty phototletter :') tho you alrdy spent so much time making the present you still made a card for me i love you darling. Sorry that in the end you didn't have any time for your mum's card ): Rol, you are my "forever friend" too. I love you. Suddenly imagining laoming in manchester rol in ohio and me in ucl. Beautiful.
Rol's lovely edits

It was a family dinner at night, ate at Thai Village fav yuchi place. Shopped a bit and mum bought me a pair of handmade leather shoes. Really love it. Furthermore it's manufactured in Singapore which makes it cooler. Starbucks caramel frap to end the day.. :-)

Thankful to have spent my 20th birthday with my best best friends and my family. Couldn't have imagined a better way to spend the day :') Thank u for the sweet messages and thank u minz and yongx for messaging me even tho you guys were overseas. And friends, thank you so much for your presents and cards. When you get older the more you realise how precious a handmade gift/card is to you. You know how busy your friends are, with work and life changing interviews and other important celebrations and commitments. Yet they took time to make you something becoz they want you to feel a bit more loved. I know i'm very lucky and blessed and sometimes i doubt if i even deserve this much. I will promise to be a better friend and to improve myself as i grow.

The day after
Had driving early in the morn, learnt parallel parking which is pretty interesting. Many steps to rmb, actually loved how challenging it was. Bumped onto curb during my second try so the instructor and I looked at each other and went: OHoh~ Cute uncles are cute. Pls let practice make perfect.

Met xuan at AMK. Was wondering what xuan will be treating me for lunch. Was expecting an atas meal like the usual. And to my greatest greatest surprise, xuan cooked my FAV prawn aglio olio for me :') Which tastes better than any aglio olios i've tried cos there's the taste of love :') This is the first time xuan is cooking and i know how hard it is for someone like him to cook cos he is just not this type????? I truly appreciated it thank u xuan and xuan's friends who were his testers. He had so many times of trial and error to come to this perfect taste :') He had aglio olio for meals everyday for the entire week. Thank u love :') Labixiaoxin and then caught Hall of Shame which was v entertaining.

Back home for dinner with parents, had zichar to celebrate mama's day. :-) Although my mum is really fickle-minded when it comes to deciding which university i should go to, i love her as much cos i know she 舍不得 me and she wants the best for me. It's hard for me, but it's equally hard for her. Everything will be alright one day 船到桥头自然直.
Prawn paste chicken, really good

2 days after

Was still in a happy wappy flappy bday mood cos i met up with 3 vv precious groups of friends today. Trained to Cityhall with charchar who just came back from overseas. She shared her xiamen stories with me and it made me wanna experience it as well. Countryside life is pretty amazing and it offers a different perspective of life. Had a hard time deciding what to eat for lunch cos there were tooooo muuchhhh good food at b1. In the end Boo came and made the decision for us with ease haha. Joo and Sherlyn joined when it was their lunch break :) It has been hard to meet cos of diff work schedules but i'm glad that everyone always tries to make time for each other. Can't wait for our next date~

KTV date with my 408 bbs. Weiwei's 2.20 miscommunication is super hilarious. All the 10 ppl rooms were taken and we decided to squeeeezee into the 6 ppl room. It's just so easy to get high w this group. Love how unique we are, like which class will sing so much chinese songs except for 408???? hahaha. Weiwei hogged the mike, like always. But we were all fine with it. She finally had the chance to show off her 我是一只小小鸟 after so much practice. And she sang until she cried ahhaha she was really touched by her own singing, then laoming cried too followed by jermia hahhaha. Realised how nice 独角戏 is, that one sentence was soooo catchy. Happy to hear about everyone's super bright futures. Always knew that 408 is an intelligent class (3rd in level based on results). 408 definitely knows how to STUDY HARD and PLAY HARD. Still remember our class managed to make it for teachers' day performance and we were even the finale item, and getting FIRST for GRACES ARMOS and also most creative award, first for GRACES games competition, also first for NE decorations hahaha too many to list liao and MODEL CLASS AWARD. Nanyang gave me the best class ever, with friends that i know i will keep for a lifetime. 

Took 174 from Dhoby with laoming and sinlie to Alvin's place. Glad to see all the 65 army guys ah prd of them for surviving. Lovely steamboat catch up and then movie session. So much foood and fun and alvin surprised us by inviting Mr Ng over as well. Mr Ng wasn't just a CT to us he was a friend. It wasn't awkward at all cos he talked about army stuffs w the guys, then he went to fetch his wife :-) good husband yea. Alvin's brother andy leong is so so so cute and chubzz omg was ttly being a pedo he just kept eating and he was v willing to take selfie with me so cutez. After dinner everyone was super efficient in clearing up and all 65 girls were totally housewife material pls (except for jieyun maybe haha). Missed Jeremy's funny chinese "你不是我的女孩子". Thank u woonz sinlie jieyun for the customized choco omg :') Happy times fly so so fast. 

A beautiful quote from my forever friend to end this post:
"Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stopSomeone who makes you believe that there is really good in this world. Someone who convinces you that there is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship. When you're down, and the world seems dark and empty, your Forever Friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and fullYour Forever Friend gets you through the hard times, and the sad times, and the confused times. If you turn and walk away your Forever Friend followsIf you lose your way, your Forever Friend guides you and cheers you on. Your Forever Friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okayAnd when you find such a Friend, you'll feel happy and completebecause you need not worry. You have a "Forever Friend" for life and forever has no end."

Sunday, May 4, 2014

happy problem

Studying abroad 
Having the chance to receive a higher education in one of the world's best universities is something I've always yearned for. I'm one of the lucky ones who received an offer from UCL to study Stats and Management for Business. I can alrdy imagine what a beautiful experience it would be if i were to accept this offer. UCL is in the very heart of the capital in central London. It would def be a cosmopolitan and diverse place to study and live. Life there would not be just about studying for a degree but also about exploring different cultures and developing a global and multi-dimensional perspective. I could even tour Europe with my friends during breaks / find my friends who are going other UK unis during the weekends. I could learn to be more independent, living overseas for 3 years alone w/o my parents' protective shields. "Life there is much slower and studies is less stressful. I would have so much time to pursue what i love." "I would come back with a degree that differentiates me from the other biz grads." However, it also means that my parents have to fork out 200-300k for a bachelor degree becoz no scholarship and I have to bear with missing them like hell for 3 years.

Studying local
All of the 3 local unis (ntu nus smu) offer biz degree that's very recognised in Singapore. I could opt to stay in hall for the 1st year which also provides a diverse community and allow me to be independent. "Local unis would give students the chance to go abroad." This sojourn overseas lasts for a few months which is not too long not too short just enough for me to gain an overseas exposure and have the chance to compare and contrast the different edu systems. Studying local would def be more stressful but that's also what prepares me for the real world which is indeed super competitive. Studying local also allows me to have a wider local network since i'm going to work in Sin eventually. Also, if i really want a whole year round overseas education I can choose to read masters overseas. By then i would be more mature and clearer of what i want. Makes sense too???

Ok actually I'm in a huge ass dilemma, cher calls it a "happy problem". One of the hardest decisions ever this is a heavy heavy load on my chest. I'm blessed with friends and family whom i can share my problem with and who gave me really useful advises. For this i am super super thankful. I know eventually it all boils down to my own decision and i have to be clear about what i really want. 1 month count down hq pls be less confused.